Posts Tagged ‘the past’

Leave and Move on

I always go home early in the morning but today’s a bit different experienced-I was amazed how vivid my world is on sunrise setting. The lighting color of my surrounding caught my attention. I felt a small hope that is budding inside me. Since I don’t want to spoil the moment, I just savored the [...]

Up North

let go

I wanted to slack off-even for a couple of hours. I was having this kind of ‘odd’ feeling that I should run to you. Looking back, you hurt me the way he did. So, I’m actually stopping myself to do crazy stuff..again and again. 9:00 PM My phone beeped. An sms from you-hell yeah, did [...]

How do you consider someone special?

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After all these years, you’re the only person who made me feel this way. My world would stop for a couple of seconds whenever I see your name-either on my phone through your “patama” sms, or messenger from yahoo. I’m aware of our reality. Even if I try to move it 360 degrees, things will [...]

Online Journal

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I love writing. I can’t stop myself to jot down whatever I have in mind. Whether I’m mad, happy, bitchy, geeky, stupid and when I’m in love, these words never stop in running inside my mind. Thanks to various blog servers for providing me multiple accounts where I could post things for public and private [...]

Moment of Truth

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♫♪ I miss you more whenever I think about you ♫♪ I saw Lush and I remembered everything that happened on your birthday last October 4, 2009. I’m actually been trying to contemplate if I was stupid in letting you go when I had a chance to be with you-again. I did everything to forget [...]

I realized that

unconsciously, we tend to forgive a person no matter how grave what they did to you. Actually, I was taking a shower (I usually do a self talk most of the time) and I asked myself how am I doing right now. The memories of my past played like a black and white movie in [...]

Unlearning Experience

Thank you for calling ** ***** ****, my name is Nicey. May I have your name please? I had my first call in the new account I’m currently working with. The issue I had on my call was configuring the incoming and outgoing server of my caller in her Email client-no brainer. However, as discussed [...]

Coach Potato

The movie is a 1990 comedy-drama fantasy film and received numerous nominations at the Academy Awards, British Academy Film Awards, Saturn Awards, as well as winning the Hugo Award for Best Dramatic Presentation. I was a kindergarden when I first saw the movie, I didn’t appreciate the movie back then but.. now, I’m actually bursting [...]

Remembering the good old days…

I’m missing my workmates in Aegis PeopleSupport. It all started when I saw our pictures in one of our get away in Quezon. I saw he who must not be named (of course) he used to be a part of my life. I can’t deny that-moving on, I also tried to take a peek on [...]

Spills

So you do something to me that I can’t explain. So would be out of line if I said, I miss you? I heard this randomly on Amie’s player during the first hour of our product training and again, I caught myself staring blankly on the monitor. My friends noticed the odd change of mood [...]

Words that cut through me

“Buti pa tong si Nicey walang ka probleproblema sa love life..” I just smiled and simply looked away the moment I heard this from my friend during our first break in product training. Words are like knife that can cut through you within your veins. The only difference between them is that no one knows [...]

Where are you now?

When I first heard this song somewhere while hibernating, I frozed… literally!! It seems my whole world stopped for approximately four minutes as I try to absorb the lyrics of the song. Call it cheesy or whatever, I’m totally connected with the song. Funny thing is that as I watched the music video, the plot [...]

The Run Away Bride

For the second time, I dreamed about ‘it’ again. I was in a hotel room preparing to wear for my wedding dress. I know that my groom is waiting for me in the altar. The next thing I knew is that someone threw my stuff in the window. I hurriedly took them away and then [...]

He Who Mustn’t be Named

I can still remember that one unforgettable night on how he caught me off guard when he decided to choose her over me. Unexpectedly, tears fell down on my cheeks. It was also my first time to be transparent and be a normal girl in front of an ordinary boy. I just wished that he [...]

All I wanted was… you

And I miss you.. It’s stupid but true. It all started when you suddenly appeared in my dreams the other day. I wonder if you’re alright these days due to your health condition. We drifted apart and I decided to cut the bridge between us. I do not regret what I did in loving you [...]