Posts Tagged ‘tainted love’

Patama SMS

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“The best thing you can do for someone is to just exist-to be there when they suddenly realized that they need you right then.” It was raining really hard when I got this sms. I got caught up and I felt this weird feeling towards this message. To ease out my mind, I replied to [...]

Vacation Leave

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Today.. I have been awake for almost 24 hours and counting. I was busy attending some things at Market Market and my patience was tested-big time. Hell, it was worth it. At least, I was able to speak and have an interview with their Manager and next will be their client. *if they permit* I [...]

Online Journal

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I love writing. I can’t stop myself to jot down whatever I have in mind. Whether I’m mad, happy, bitchy, geeky, stupid and when I’m in love, these words never stop in running inside my mind. Thanks to various blog servers for providing me multiple accounts where I could post things for public and private [...]

Boom Boom

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Thunder. Brings a lot of memories in my head. The ones that made me happy and miserable at the same time are simply playing like an old film. I do not deny to the fact that I miss the person-no people ☺ who played with me under the rain. It’s been quite a while though. [...]

Moment of Truth

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♫♪ I miss you more whenever I think about you ♫♪ I saw Lush and I remembered everything that happened on your birthday last October 4, 2009. I’m actually been trying to contemplate if I was stupid in letting you go when I had a chance to be with you-again. I did everything to forget [...]

Minsan di ko maiwasan isipin ka

silent sanctuary

While I was browsing the thread in facebook, I saw a video of Silent Sanctuary. Actually, I have been listening to their album and the song “Hiling” really got my attention. I drooled over the song and I admit that there were times that I played it in loop mode for almost a week. The [...]

I realized that

unconsciously, we tend to forgive a person no matter how grave what they did to you. Actually, I was taking a shower (I usually do a self talk most of the time) and I asked myself how am I doing right now. The memories of my past played like a black and white movie in [...]

Coach Potato

The movie is a 1990 comedy-drama fantasy film and received numerous nominations at the Academy Awards, British Academy Film Awards, Saturn Awards, as well as winning the Hugo Award for Best Dramatic Presentation. I was a kindergarden when I first saw the movie, I didn’t appreciate the movie back then but.. now, I’m actually bursting [...]

Words that cut through me

“Buti pa tong si Nicey walang ka probleproblema sa love life..” I just smiled and simply looked away the moment I heard this from my friend during our first break in product training. Words are like knife that can cut through you within your veins. The only difference between them is that no one knows [...]

Where are you now?

When I first heard this song somewhere while hibernating, I frozed… literally!! It seems my whole world stopped for approximately four minutes as I try to absorb the lyrics of the song. Call it cheesy or whatever, I’m totally connected with the song. Funny thing is that as I watched the music video, the plot [...]

The Run Away Bride

For the second time, I dreamed about ‘it’ again. I was in a hotel room preparing to wear for my wedding dress. I know that my groom is waiting for me in the altar. The next thing I knew is that someone threw my stuff in the window. I hurriedly took them away and then [...]

He Who Mustn’t be Named

I can still remember that one unforgettable night on how he caught me off guard when he decided to choose her over me. Unexpectedly, tears fell down on my cheeks. It was also my first time to be transparent and be a normal girl in front of an ordinary boy. I just wished that he [...]

All I wanted was… you

And I miss you.. It’s stupid but true. It all started when you suddenly appeared in my dreams the other day. I wonder if you’re alright these days due to your health condition. We drifted apart and I decided to cut the bridge between us. I do not regret what I did in loving you [...]

What if I’m wrong?

The existing ‘what-if’ statements are the ones that make us think and look back with what we did. What if I waited longer? What if I said ‘yes’ when he asked me to marry him? What if I didn’t cheat? What if I didn’t let him read my journal? What if I told him that [...]

Tainted Love

“I want you to forget about me..“ “Can we start as friends as we did before?” “Bern, I’m sorry but I had sex with my ex.“ The sweetest lines that I heard from my ex significant others. Yeah, you read it right. I had to force myself and purge all the memories we had. Although, [...]