When I first heard this song somewhere while hibernating, I frozed… literally!! It seems my whole world stopped for approximately four minutes as I try to absorb the lyrics of the song. Call it cheesy or whatever, I’m totally connected with the song. Funny thing is that as I watched the music video, the plot [...]
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The Run Away Bride
March 13th, 2010 
niceykels For the second time, I dreamed about ‘it’ again. I was in a hotel room preparing to wear for my wedding dress. I know that my groom is waiting for me in the altar. The next thing I knew is that someone threw my stuff in the window. I hurriedly took them away and then [...]
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March 9th, 2010 niceykels I can still remember that one unforgettable night on how he caught me off guard when he decided to choose her over me. Unexpectedly, tears fell down on my cheeks. It was also my first time to be transparent and be a normal girl in front of an ordinary boy. I just wished that he [...]
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February 16th, 2010 niceykels And I miss you.. It’s stupid but true. It all started when you suddenly appeared in my dreams the other day. I wonder if you’re alright these days due to your health condition. We drifted apart and I decided to cut the bridge between us. I do not regret what I did in loving you [...]
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February 14th, 2010 niceykels Alone in the dark, crawling into a serene crypt Where promises and lies are kept Feeling abandoned screaming for help Bleeding inside ‘coz the pain’s too deep. Nowhere to go, my emotions on chaos As I sere on a battle I lost Can’t believe you let me be on my own Struggling in a node, [...]
What if I’m wrong?
February 10th, 2010 niceykels The existing ‘what-if’ statements are the ones that make us think and look back with what we did. What if I waited longer? What if I said ‘yes’ when he asked me to marry him? What if I didn’t cheat? What if I didn’t let him read my journal? What if I told him that [...]
Rebound
December 24th, 2009 niceykels I sent an sms to all of my friends last night until S#### replied to my greetings. him: “Hi. Same to you, san kayo ngayon?” me: “Dito kami sa Marikina, remember? We usually have our reunion here during christmas. =)” him: “Ah, kumusta mo ako sa kanila ha? Saka nahihiya ako..” me: “Huh? Bakit naman? [...]
Spark
December 23rd, 2009 niceykels I caught myself bursting river of tears in my station. This was never planned or intentional. I was moved and I didn’t have any strength to shrug it off. Good thing I was seated in an isolated station and no one saw the real me behind close doors. Our story is over and I had [...]
Tainted Love
December 15th, 2009 niceykels “I want you to forget about me..“ “Can we start as friends as we did before?” “Bern, I’m sorry but I had sex with my ex.“ The sweetest lines that I heard from my ex significant others. Yeah, you read it right. I had to force myself and purge all the memories we had. Although, [...]
I decided
December 6th, 2009 niceykels to stay at the office an hour after my shift. It was Rose’s request and she told me that her break will be on 10:15 PM MNL. I was hesitant at first since I want to be at home early and have a good night sleep. Although, I really miss her company so I decided [...]
I know it’s been a while
December 5th, 2009 niceykels actually, it’s been years.. and I still don’t know why I’m still captivated by this song. Whenever I hear this song, a particular scene always plays in my mind. *sniff. Only Love by Trademark 2am and the rain is falling Here we are at the crossroads once again You’re telling me you’re so confused You [...]
Most of the time..
December 5th, 2009 niceykels I wondered how long this could last. Maybe someday, years from now—if the pain would just decrease to the point where I could bear it—I would be able to look back on those few short months that would always be the best of my life. And, if it were possible that the pain would ever [...]
Someday we’ll know why I wasn’t meant for you…
November 30th, 2009 niceykels “Does anybody know the way to Atlantis Or what the wind says when she cries? I’m speeding by the place that I met you For the 97th time tonight” Literally, I did that before my shift. I went shopping to the mall where we usually hang out. I bought a gift for my godchild and [...]
Last night
November 29th, 2009 niceykels he was drunk and I got an indecent proposal. While he was asking me out, the event that happened on September 2005 flashed back in my mind. I felt the same emotions that I had, it felt like dejavu. At that moment, I wanted to smash his face. Good thing I didn’t. Share on Facebook
