It’s for the best I know it is but I see you
Sometimes I try to hide what I feel inside
And I turn around, you’re with him now
I just can’t figure it out

- A little too not over you (David Archuleta)

I’m not a pathetic love fool or a hopeless romantic one. But, I know it may sound stupid and whatever I do, at one point to the other-there’s this one person who always cross my mind. Ever since I started blogging, he is the only person I usually talked about.

It’s been years

and I’ve gone out to a lot of people, met and did crazy stuff but at the end of the day, I always wish you were the one I’m with-not them.

I know, I did the right decision when I decided to let go and break the bond that link between us.

You said to me that if I let you go, no more communication between us-and that could be our last seeing each other. You’re not going to bother me anymore and you will completely shut me off your life.

I thought I was strong enough that night…but I was wrong.

After that night, I always get haunted by your memories. It never failed me to compare you, yearn for you-I always tell myself that I will find someone like you..more better than you.

A struggle for me to get over with.

Paksyet ka. I know we were younger back then-maybe we were fooling around, messing each others life.

But I know, we had it all but we failed to have it last forever.

I miss you and I somehow wish to see you again, just a glimpse from a far.I miss seeing your cute little eyes when I wake up every morning.

If I could have that day, that one another day, maybe will have the gut to tell you I was wrong and I regret for saying ‘no’ when you popped that serious question.

Someday, I’ll gonna find the answers…someday.

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