Do you know what it feels like to hate yourself? Do you know what it feels like to wish you were dead? Do you know what it feels like to hate your world? I do.. and it’s eating me up inside. Waking up on the wrong side of bed is really frustrating-absorbing what had happened [...]
Archive for August, 2010
The Man Who Changed Everything In One Day
August 28th, 2010 
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Rolando Mendoza – The guy who made the whole world got glued on front of their television last August 23, 2010. 8:45 PM I did a brisk walking on my way home expecting to see the telenovelas I have been watching these days-yeah, I’m an avid viewer of Agua Bendita, Magkaribal and Kristine. The moment [...]
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Tags: hong kong, hostage taking, manila, rolando mendoza 
View CommentsHow do you consider someone special?
August 26th, 2010 niceykels 
After all these years, you’re the only person who made me feel this way. My world would stop for a couple of seconds whenever I see your name-either on my phone through your “patama” sms, or messenger from yahoo. I’m aware of our reality. Even if I try to move it 360 degrees, things will [...]
Patama SMS
August 22nd, 2010 niceykels 
“The best thing you can do for someone is to just exist-to be there when they suddenly realized that they need you right then.” It was raining really hard when I got this sms. I got caught up and I felt this weird feeling towards this message. To ease out my mind, I replied to [...]
On my own
August 17th, 2010 niceykels I’ve been travelling a lot these days-not for leisure though. I was able to set foot on unknown places and it feels great every time I see my destinations. I feel more independent and braver of course. According to Merriam, Independent means: -not dependent: as a (1) : not subject to control by others : [...]
Vacation Leave
August 9th, 2010 niceykels 
Today.. I have been awake for almost 24 hours and counting. I was busy attending some things at Market Market and my patience was tested-big time. Hell, it was worth it. At least, I was able to speak and have an interview with their Manager and next will be their client. *if they permit* I [...]
Jai Ho
August 6th, 2010 niceykels 
Someone went here to deliver the goods that my mom are selling. We only met just today and I guess saying personal opinions on our initial conversation is a bit odd-right? While we were waiting for my mom’s reply on the sms he sent, he just said out of the blue “Tahimik pala dito no? [...]
