1 AM – 10 AM, Friday – Saturday (Restdays)

The shift that I really love ever since I started working in a call center industry. Well, I met my new teammates, ASG and Team Lead. It’s nice to know that I have two of my wavemates-Chris and Emil, are part of the team. The frustration somehow I have been dealing these days seems to lessen a bit. I do look forward to hit the metrics that I need to meet. For I know I shall reap whatever I planted today in the future.

Also, let me share that I’ve been addicted to Country Style’s Triple Choco Boom these days. It’s actually a way for me to divert the other addiction I have.

Thinking and trying to assess myself, I think I’m more tougher in dealing with all my current issues in life. I used to be dependent so much that when they left me, it was hard for me to stand up and rise above it.

I keep on daring myself to embrace the changes that passes my way and be out of my comfort zone. There are times that I wanted to run away-again (yes, my usual thing to do) and be somewhere so far away from my reality. But this time? I decided to stay and fight to survive.

I know everything happens for a reason. I do still expect worst outcome from all of these adversities-pessimist indeed. I’m still waiting for the sign and whatever happens, I will accept it wholeheartedly.

What really frustrates me is that I feel like I have my own family, I’m fed up in taking responsibility-their responsibility. I can’t complain-I know and I’m trying my best to understand the situation.

If change is the only constant thing in this world, why our situation doesn’t change? Why do I have to feel this and be pressured? Does it really have to be this way?

Reason. Yes, I know there’s a thing that will answer my question someday.

Well, I guess for now, I just have to let it be. Mapapagod din sila kakapressure sa akin.