They say, everything’s happened for a reason.

These are the only words that are filling up my mind right now. I wanted to be angry yet, I can’t do anything about it. I am the one who’s reaping the fruit of someone else’s wrong decision. I can’t argue about it nor get away that easily. It was their fault, yet I’m the one who’s carrying the big burden on my shoulder.

Should I blame them for making me feel this stressed out?

If everything happens for a reason then why I should be pressured this way?

I wanted an escape but I can’t do anything about it. Making another mistake would make our situation worst.

It was your fault and you’re the one who should be feeling this instead of me! How I wish I’m just a kid wherein most of my worries will be stolen candies and melted ice cream-instead of bills, work related issues, etc.

I’m aware that there’s a reason behind all this and I find it really vague. For now, I’m waiting for a sign-the one that will change everything, either left or right or up north or south. This would be my first time to anticipate for a sign, I’m a pessimist so, I’m actually seeing things at its worst.

We’ll see.

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