Boom Boom

June 11th, 2010

niceykels

Thunder.

Brings a lot of memories in my head. The ones that made me happy and miserable at the same time are simply playing like an old film.

I do not deny to the fact that I miss the person-no people ☺ who played with me under the rain. It’s been quite a while though. I wonder if they still think of me (doing crazy stuffs) and remembering all the crap we did.

I never imagined that I’m actually enjoying the feeling of being alone-not living a miserable life.. excuse me?! If I would to choose between being single or in a relationship, I will be picking the first option.

Why?

Because I’ve been through hell and back. Would you imagined that I caught myself waking up in the middle of the night, realizing that your significant other is sharing his bed with another woman? A few of my friends knew what was the real story behind our break up with my recent ex (expired) *haha* significant other. They all knew that whatever shit I went through wasn’t easy and rising up from the pit was the hardest thing to do.

I hate him. Yes-I do. Until now. I’m not wishing anything good would come their way. I believe in the power of karma and screw them.

There. Sometimes, I miss being in a relationship. I miss feeling the masculine warmth, hugs and kisses, flowers and of course-sex. Joke.

I’m wondering why good things come to an end? Observing the real world, break ups are everywhere. Boys are usually good in sweeping off a girl’s heart-but they don’t know how to really appreciate a woman’s worth. They’re took weak with temptation.

Fidelity.

I would still be enjoying the life I’m into right now. Besides, I’m no longer in hurting. I could feel the veil of peace that’s currently enveloping my fragile heart.

Carefree-I love it!

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I think love is the most precious feeling you can have and give from/to others.. What people don’t like is being betrayed after trusting, feeling insignificant after giving your all.. Your partner didn’t have to do it with other women if he is satisfied with you or like your style (fill in the blank).. If your man is weak and you loved him, I guess it’s really your responsibility to make him stronger and if he fails you, you should be considerate to him because it’s his weakness or he hasn’t train himself to be strong/er… You were partner or couple!! You have to take responsibility what you earn, build and even losses.. Nagging each other or breaking up with them will not makes sense. It might ease the pain but will not make you any better person until you handle your own insecurities.. What I’m talking about is, you have worth but it seems that he doesn’t like your value… And if you’re believing in Karma and somehow wishing that what he did to you will come back to him sooner or later, I guess you should prepare as well.. Cos you’re believing in such matters and you are wishing negative schemes to him/them (you are giving), then that’s what you also receive.. Makes sense??
niceykels

@??? i do see your point. As the saying goes that it takes two to tango.. I’m aware that I did my mistake-both of us did. However, would it be fair that he asked me out to settle down with him yet he keeps on sleeping with another woman? That was the biggest bulshit someone did to me. After making my life like a living hell? I do know that both of them will experience the greatest downfall (maybe not today) in the future. I guess their offspring would suffer with all the shits they’ve done and they would regret for screwing my life-not today but in the future.

I don’t mind wanting for a negative schemes towards them. They deserve it.