♫♪ I miss you more whenever I think about you ♫♪

I saw Lush and I remembered everything that happened on your birthday last October 4, 2009. I’m actually been trying to contemplate if I was stupid in letting you go when I had a chance to be with you-again.

I did everything to forget you but I failed.

Am I just stupid? Or is it you made a wrong approach when you asked me out to take another chance and be with you again?

Seriously. I’ve been thinking about you for almost 8 hours. The things that I did tonight didn’t help me to forget you even for a bit. I must say that whatever bursting of emotion that I’m dealing at this moment is wrong-definitely!

I had the urge to send you a message and ask you out to meet me tonight. I’m actually wanting to drop by your house just to see you again.

What for? I dumped you-right?

I’m pretty aware that I should disregard whatever I’m going through right now. My heart, it’s like a volcano that is erupting and I can’t stop the overflowing of emotion that is enveloping me right now.

My mind says that I should forget and move on with the decision I did. However, my heart is acting weird and I’m actually having a hard time dealing with it tonight.

Is this love? Or what?

Should I let you know how I feel or just shut up for the rest of my life?

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