Yesterday, I decide to vent out the crap that bothered my mind last Sunday. I was thinking the name of few people that I trusted the most to go out with me and spill out that ruined my day.

First came in my mind was Joey. She’s out of the country and it will be impossible for us to have a cup of coffee here in my place. Next was Jayr who was busy with the elections and unfortunately due to time constraints, it would be impossible for us to meet that day. I thought about Kat, which I think could be sleeping during that hours. I remembered Rose, Arlan, Eisset, Bon, Ram and Cyril, who are well busy taking calls in their shift. Meaning to say, I will be waiting for them to be logged off around 8pm.

I looked at my clock, 4:00 PM. I thought about Amie and I decided to send her an sms. I was a bit disappointed when she replied that she needs to be home early because her mom needs her presence to cast her vote. Tears were about to fall on my cheeks then I decided to take a ride in a PUJ (public utility jeepney) and take a journey in SM Bacoor.

I let Bokbok played the 2 albums of glee and I encountered heavy tarffic jam in Aguinaldo Hi-way. Inevitably, my tears fell on my cheeks and I was caught off guard when a lady saw it. God! What am I going to do?? I need to vent it out or so..

Then my fone beeped and I saw a message from Amie. She decided to see me and she’s currently waiting for me in our favorite place in SM Bacoor.

I was hesitant to tell her but I guess I could trust her and there.. she knew the issue that I have been hiding all these years. She was surprise-of course.

We then decided to take a visit at Emil’s place. I even saw him casting his vote while flirting a girl beside him-joke! ☺

I never thought that I’ll be in the beach again to release my issues. I love being in the beach especially when I’m stress out or broken inside.

Somehow it helped me clear out my thoughts and looking in the far away city lights of Makati-I miss my life and my friends. I wish I could go back but I’m pretty happy with my decision.

I enjoyed the experience that I had with Amie and Emil. Cheap thrills-hard to find especially these days. I’m just happy to have them in my life. I miss Seph too.. I hope he was with us last night.

They are the few people that I wanted to keep-that someone whom I could cry on to whenever I need one. ♥

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