“♫♪ We were both young when I first saw you..

I close my eyes and the flashback starts, I’m standing there..

On the balcony in the summer air.. ♫♪”

As far as I can somehow remember, this was the song in my head as I traveled my way to meet someone and be out from the real world for a while. How fast time flies and I didn’t realize that one year had passed. I just let my mind playback everything that happened on this date-like an old film, unable to recognize every detail but I know it existed..

Anyway, later I’ll be a year older at exactly 12mn.

How was my life now? Did I manage to achieve some of my goals in life when I was younger? Am I happier now?

A lot of questions boggled my mind as I tried to re-access myself and look back with all the things I did in the past. I do not live my life in regrets. I believe that at some point, the reason why I chose that path it is because I know that it’s for my own happiness. Whatever the outcome is, I must adhere with it and live my life how it should be. I guess that’s what the essence of tapestry of life is.. we’re unlocking a gazillion mysteries that will connect everything until we manage to see the whole picture.

Although I’m more cautious in making a decision and choosing the road I’ll be cruising either with my significant other or just me, myself and I. Come on, everything I do today will affect my life in the long run. Right? Whatever life offers me, I’d still allow myself to get bombarded and be hurt.. again.

I’ll keep on hanging out with my friends-or just me. ☺ I wanted to travel a lot of places and meet new people. Living without any significant other is carefree. No complications, no headaches nor heartaches. I’m not closing my door to anyone but I know to myself that it would be harder for me to give out again my heart to a stranger.

I just wish that the next relationship I’ll get into will be for keeps-no issues with ex girlfriends or whatever. One thing’s for sure, I will never allow my happiness.. ever.

Although I might, ♫♪ Use somebody.. someone like you. ♪♫

No-far more better than you. ♥

Happy Birthday, Nicey. ☺

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