I was really mad and outrageous towards my brother when I got home from work. He was there sitting in front of the PC and guess what? He was playing Warcraft III (Defense Of The Acient Allstars). I asked him to leave the computer at once but to my dismay, he just ignored me and continued playing and summoned a hero. I used my authority (of being an older sister of course) to command him to shut down the computer. Hell yeah, he just answered me back negatively.

We already banned him in using the computer but he’s really hard-headed and for the nth time, he reinstalled another version of the Operating System (OS) in our computer. This caused of losing all the applications I had installed. I know Windows 7 has a feature that back ups the file you have but come on, this is such a fucking another workload for me!

The computer that I’m using isn’t mine or him as well. The person who gave us the desktop told us that the PC is intended for surfing (projects, assignments), chatting and video calling from our relative in the States. He told us that we are not allowed to install online games. I used to be an online gamer during my high school years. I played Counter Strike, Half-Life, Warcraft (DOTA All-Stars), Atlantica, etc. So I know how things work as far the online games are concerned.

I managed to juggle my grades in school, school organization, church activities and my other ‘extra’ curricular activities during my days of schooling. What really pissed me off is when he (my brother) used the online games (by letting him install games in the pc) as a deal to my parents. He promised that he will not skip classes, attend seminaries to finish all the requirements in church and will go to church regularly. For me, that’s full of bulshit excuses in order for him to get what he wants!

My opinion here is as mentioned before, the computer is intended for internet usage not for gaming purposes. Pretty plain and simple yet I really don’t know why my father is very biased about this matter when it comes to his unico hijo. This is not really fair!

As of the moment, my right hand hurts a lot. I hurt him, physically. I’m angry-yes. Things are getting worst between me and my asshole brother. He has an attitude that will eat up all your patience and be really mad towards him. I don’t know how am I going to deal with this weirdo who never fails to piss you off!

If only I can kick his ass out of this house, I would do it wholeheartedly.

“Hindi ko talaga alam kung anong ugali meron ka. Sawang sawa na ako awayin at umiyak sa inis dahil sa’yo. Punyeta ka! Kung pwede lang ihampas yang ulo mo sa pader nang magdugo at matauhan ka ginawa ko na. Galit na galit ako sa’yo! Bakit ikaw pa naging kapatid ko??? Shuta ka! Shuta!!”

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