I sent an sms to all of my friends last night until S#### replied to my greetings.

him: “Hi. Same to you, san kayo ngayon?”

me: “Dito kami sa Marikina, remember? We usually have our reunion here during christmas. =)”

him: “Ah, kumusta mo ako sa kanila ha? Saka nahihiya ako..”

me: “Huh? Bakit naman? Napaisip ako dun ha.”

him: “Kasi I promised them na d kita iiwan.. but I did! I really miss you! I want to see you now! Hindi ko nga alam kung bakit nagkaganito tayo eh… I really miss you..”

me: “Aww, pinapaiyak mo naman ako eh! Well, nangyari na yun. Saka you have Mitch naman na, diba? =)”

him:”Hahayaan mo nalang ba ako mapunta sa babae na yun?”

I didn’t reply back for a while. Sabi ko sa sarili ko, why he’s mean to her? Ako maiinis talaga ako ng bonggang bongga pag ganun ang gagawin niya sa akin. Tsk. Tsk. As in, aawayin ko talaga siya!!

After couple of minutes, I replied back:

me: “Ikaw talaga. Grabe ka, so ano gusto mo ako pa mag eeffort to win you back? Grabe! I’ll try to use my mom’s phone so we can talk more.”

Then hindi na siya na nagreply. Naisip ko, I know he’s drowning himself in sea of alcohol. I know him, inside and out.

I just replied back na, “Maybe if we have time, we can talk about that if time permits us. Okay? Tutulog na ako. Tagal mo magreply. Mornyt! =)”

After all these years, it seems he really can’t get over with us. I find it unfair kasi it seems that they are using their current significant other to replace the hole I created when we drifted apart.

Is it really true that you need another person to heal your wounded heart? Are they going to help you move on or you’re just using them to fill in the emptiness inside?

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