Archive for December, 2009

Rebound

I sent an sms to all of my friends last night until S#### replied to my greetings. him: “Hi. Same to you, san kayo ngayon?” me: “Dito kami sa Marikina, remember? We usually have our reunion here during christmas. =)” him: “Ah, kumusta mo ako sa kanila ha? Saka nahihiya ako..” me: “Huh? Bakit naman? [...]

Spark

I caught myself bursting river of tears in my station. This was never planned or intentional. I was moved and I didn’t have any strength to shrug it off. Good thing I was seated in an isolated station and no one saw the real me behind close doors. Our story is over and I had [...]

Ironically

I like the ambiance in my station right now. Although, I hate to feeling of being left out.. here. There were times that I wanted to step back in the circle of nothingness, where pain is non-existence word and nirvana is all over the place. I’m just fighting the urge. I want to go out and never be back. I have my [...]

Tainted Love

“I want you to forget about me..“ “Can we start as friends as we did before?” “Bern, I’m sorry but I had sex with my ex.“ The sweetest lines that I heard from my ex significant others. Yeah, you read it right. I had to force myself and purge all the memories we had. Although, [...]

It’s Complicated ™

You see them on your facebook or friendster status (with ™ symbol), hearing them in a love segment from any radio stations, TV shows, etc. I mean it’s everywhere! Everyone has his or her own complication to deal with. It might be same but it differs from the level we are usually in and the people involved. Unconsciously, we tend [...]

Snowman

Did you ever experience like you wanted to smash someone else’s face just to make you feel better? Stop clouding in my mind, will you? Share on Facebook

I first heard

the song when I saw the blogsite of my friend. Since then, I got really addicted to the song. All day long, I never get tired of listening to it all day long. When I saw the original video, believe it or not I really cried in front of the pc. o.O It’s been six [...]

I decided

to stay at the office an hour after my shift. It was Rose’s request and she told me that her break will be on 10:15 PM MNL. I was hesitant at first since I want to be at home early and have a good night sleep. Although, I really miss her company so I decided [...]

After a week

Rose asked me, “Did you get any response from keme?” I was like, “Wah? Sinong keme?” It took me a couple of minutes before I finally absorb what she had said. I saw her facial expression and I replied,  ”Ah, yun?” As Janice butt in, she mentioned: “Nicey, Christmas na. Dapat wala nang bitterness, you [...]

I know it’s been a while

actually, it’s been years.. and I still don’t know why I’m still captivated by this song. Whenever I hear this song, a particular scene always plays in my mind. *sniff. Only Love by Trademark 2am and the rain is falling Here we are at the crossroads once again You’re telling me you’re so confused You [...]

Most of the time..

I wondered how long this could last. Maybe someday, years from now—if the pain would just decrease to the point where I could bear it—I would be able to look back on those few short months that would always be the best of my life. And, if it were possible that the pain would ever [...]